ED Owl is the only one who understands me…

Trigger warning: Mention of eating disordered thoughts and behaviors.

And some sexually explicit commentary…

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I used to spit the bread out when no one was looking. I can’t believe I thought that bread was going to “count against me.”

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I am attracted to big beautiful women, curves, and all though it’s not PC to say- cute and chubby girls. But I find myself wanting my “pre-Bulimia, 14-year-old with EDNOS” body back

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This also happened once when I was deep-throating my ex and threw up on his dick. The poor guy that I was dying.

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More so the way she talked about it is triggering…

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This doesn’t happen to me often, but it did happen to me recently.

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Or for that matter, talking about ED’s. In any of my classes. And I’m a psych major…so it’s bound to come up.

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