Trigger Warning: Eating disordered thoughts.
I’m back in that familiar place in my mind. Where nothing said around to me is coming through.
I’m fixating. Sitting in class pondering, will I eat dinner? Wil I skip dinner? Will I just have a salad? Will I eat a little bit of whatever I want? Will I eat what I want, in the amount I want, and workout after?
I’m halfway through my third year of college, maintaining just over a 3.0
I can’t do this to myself again.