Blame

He himself told me I was not to blame for his hospitalization.

His significant other tells me I’m being too hard on myself.

It felt so good to have someone I could share my pain with. He did more than withhold judgement. He understood.

I didn’t think for a second I might be dragging him down with me.

And now I don’t know where to turn.

It’s times like this I wish I trusted therapists.

I can’t be alone with my ED.

I’m not sure if I binged today…or just ate “normally” for the first time in days. A week? A week and a half? I honestly couldnt’ tell you.

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