He himself told me I was not to blame for his hospitalization.
His significant other tells me I’m being too hard on myself.
It felt so good to have someone I could share my pain with. He did more than withhold judgement. He understood.
I didn’t think for a second I might be dragging him down with me.
And now I don’t know where to turn.
It’s times like this I wish I trusted therapists.
I can’t be alone with my ED.
I’m not sure if I binged today…or just ate “normally” for the first time in days. A week? A week and a half? I honestly couldnt’ tell you.