Mental Illness is Exhausting

In the past couple of hours, I’ve gone from feeling excited, empowered, productive, and nearly euphoric, to irritable and mildly anxious, to panicking, to so anxious and so depressed I ponder how I’m going to get through the rest of my life, much less the rest of the day, to a state sedation thanks to medication, to feeling as if I’m going to pass out if I don’t eat something- a whole lot of something, then feeling full after a few bites of pudding.


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One Response to Mental Illness is Exhausting

  1. Lanterna says:

    I could have written these words, unfortunately. I long for daily mental balance and inner peace, not the roller coaster.

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