Gaining and Losing

I was losing, losing, losing weight rapidly between the ages of 14 and 15.

I gained weight, immediately after I reached my lowest weight. I could not maintain.
I gained weight when I went from “Anorexic” to Bulimic.
I gained weight in treatment.
I gained weight, possibly as a side effect of my SSRI.
I gained weight when I moved into the college dorms.

For 5 years, I was gaining, gaining, gaining!

Finally, my weight is stable. For six months, maybe a year, maybe two? I’ve lost count. I weigh more than I ever have in my life, but I’m just happy to be no longer gaining.

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