I shouldn’t be allowed to have fun on the weekends. Nothing gets done. People who talk excessively can be an anxiety trigger for me. But I talk excessively. I do not want to feel depressed OR anxious. But being … Continue reading
This is just a reminder to myself that this blog doesn’t have to be- and won’t be!- prize winning material. This is purely documentation of my extended recovery and an outlet for my emotions. If I’m able to help another … Continue reading
I have been incredibly triggered lately. And a part of this may be that I’ve put the people in my life first. I have so many wonderful friends that I’m thankful for every day. And they are dealing with a … Continue reading
This song describes where I am in my recovery. I’m in my junior year of college, on track to graduate next year. I have over a 3.0 I have a part-time job, and next year I’ll be a Resident Assistant. … Continue reading
Worst binge I’ve had in ages. Tried listening to the first podcast of “Metal Illness Happy Hour” (as suggested by a clsoe friend), but opted for watching the “Fox and the Hound” instead.
1) Win the lottery. 2) Be voted Miss Teen U.S.A. 3) Return to my birth weight. 4) Run for prime minister of the United States.